was looking around ppl's blog and realised tat its been realli long since i last updated my blog..
this month is already the 5th month of work le
if i remember correctly..

things are going juz fine
maybe i should sae.. getting used to it..
becos theres definitely unhappy stuff tat will happen everyday
or.. there isnt a realli single day of being totally happy..

thoughts of quiting are repeating itself for a long time already
but i guess
theres probably some reason im still there
tat i din even realise..

i got myself a bf recently which i thought would be realli gd
but..
quarrels seems to become more frequent
n it juz makes mi feel more tired each time on top of the stress at work

while im trying to make myself happy after a day of work so tat i dun spoil his day,
all i get is..
"i hope tat u appreciate things i do for u.. even small little ones.."
im not exactly angry bout it
but im having a veri complex feeling..
hmm.. maybe disappointment, sad or lost? or a combination of all?
not to him but on myself..
perhaps im the onli one who noes of this feeling..

im tired of work
tired of quarrels
tired of trying to make things work
tired of trying to keep myself happy
n especially tired to try to act like an idiot after being scolded again n again by pts and their relatives for no specific reason
im simply tired of everything

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