attachment starting tml
for 9 days..
which means free labour again.. =.=

haiis..
lots of skills to be signed this time
so stress sia.. =/

hmm..
nth much to post todae
gd luck to those having common test either this or next week ba..
n then u all will hope this 2 weeks pass quickly juz like mi
xD

yawns
early in the morning jiu c a dead body of a bird
bad luck sia..
but duno y.. todae turn out lucky.. =.="

lazy to go for the marathon briefing in the morning
so call Meirong to help mi c my grouping
but! end up she n Christina also nv go la..
heng i nv go sia
if not i 1 person go there rot lo

went to eat pizzahut after tat wif Angeline n class
but its stupid lo..
everytime she our mentor also kena pizzahut
+ so many ppl nv go eat also
but still bill of $150 la.. damn ex de..

met up wif Adeline for choir after tat
its fun todae
at least the songs we practice is nice.. xD
todae is the last practice for choir so they can study for their exam
i will miss u all de~
especially Adeline n Weenee~ ^^

154 come damn fast todae also
todae muz be my lucky day.. lols
anwys.. thx Adeline for accompanying mi take bus~

so many days since i last used my com
@.@
so amazing lo..
i broke my record for not using com for so many days.. lols..

exams this week
n all i can sae is
IM DEAD!
juz hope tat this time will pass ba..
then i shall work veri veri hard for my end year exam next feb..

hmm..
selected to go for the HongKong trip
but its damn sian la..
most of the ppl going is ppl im not close wif.. zZz..
still considering to go or not.. =/

talked to him in msn like finally after so many days
i sounded veri mean to him ba
but i guess tats the onli way i can help him

i cant hold him back anymore
since he is trying hard to forget
not letting him noe anything bout mi could have realli helped much
think tats the onli way i can help him to move on

as for choir
i have decided to stay on for now
althought i still duno when i will stay until
becos i dun wan to aviod wad has happened anymore
facing it may help mi to let go even faster

exam is starting tml
think i will onli update after exams

Msg to Adeline..
thx for ur understanding..
but since tats wad i decided to do.. it wun be ur fault..
so dun blame urself le..

decided to go choir todae
cos i thought i can still cope wif the break up
but im seriously not when i c him
i din tell anyone there n i dun wan to
realli.. i didnt noe wad to do..
so i tried to aviod by leaving the music room as fast as i could the moment choir ended

before i go in for practice..
i told myself i wun turn n look at him
but i dunno y
i can hear his voice veri veri clearly

i wun hide the fact tat i went becos partly is becos i wan to c him
to c if he is doing well
n now i noe hes not..
he is there for choir.. but he didnt realli practiced
going in n out of the practice room..

went for sectionals outside the music room n i saw him sitting at the staircase
juz outside the clubhouse..
reminded mi of how he told mi wad he will do when hes emo or something

so.. i went to check his blog the moment i reach home
dun realli noe how to describe the feeling i felt
but i noe i onli felt like crying..
especially when he said hes hurt to c mi cos he noe im hurt when i c him..

thinking back..
the reason we broke up.. i realli duno y
isit becos of his religon?
or isit becos we realli got too many problems?

i realli duno anymore..
should i juz quit choir if i cant c him?
or.. wad does it take for mi to forget those memories?

i went to every place i been to wif him
trying to make my day occupied wif all the work i can find
telling myself that i will let it go after i did those things n try to leave those memories behind
but no matter wad i do
i still think about it most of the time especially when im free

can someone juz tell mi wad to do?

paiseh for making my blog private awhile ago..
thought of letting u guys link mi..
so i go open new blog cos theres some things i juz posted on my blog
that i dun wan ppl to c..

anwys..
i juz broke up wif him
n i din noe so many ppl realise im being emo..
*im already trying not to be emo these few days*
sry ppl..
but i promise
i will be back to my usual self real soon.. =)

Meirong complain my blog veri long nv change background already..
but realli lazy to find 1 n redo everything again..
next time ba.. >.<
*jiayou for ur NR*

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