decided to go choir todae
cos i thought i can still cope wif the break up
but im seriously not when i c him
i din tell anyone there n i dun wan to
realli.. i didnt noe wad to do..
so i tried to aviod by leaving the music room as fast as i could the moment choir ended

before i go in for practice..
i told myself i wun turn n look at him
but i dunno y
i can hear his voice veri veri clearly

i wun hide the fact tat i went becos partly is becos i wan to c him
to c if he is doing well
n now i noe hes not..
he is there for choir.. but he didnt realli practiced
going in n out of the practice room..

went for sectionals outside the music room n i saw him sitting at the staircase
juz outside the clubhouse..
reminded mi of how he told mi wad he will do when hes emo or something

so.. i went to check his blog the moment i reach home
dun realli noe how to describe the feeling i felt
but i noe i onli felt like crying..
especially when he said hes hurt to c mi cos he noe im hurt when i c him..

thinking back..
the reason we broke up.. i realli duno y
isit becos of his religon?
or isit becos we realli got too many problems?

i realli duno anymore..
should i juz quit choir if i cant c him?
or.. wad does it take for mi to forget those memories?

i went to every place i been to wif him
trying to make my day occupied wif all the work i can find
telling myself that i will let it go after i did those things n try to leave those memories behind
but no matter wad i do
i still think about it most of the time especially when im free

can someone juz tell mi wad to do?

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